Thursday, July 14, 2011

It Started Out With A Kiss, How Did It End Up Like This?!

OMG! Life is crazy! I know it's been a while since I've blogged...I have been demonized, dramatized, and traumatized since the last time you heard from me.

My Gammy does have cancer for sure. She actually started chemo today, but more on that later...

Last Thursday was my 28th birthday, that's right I turned 28 on 7/7. Guess what I woke up to on my birthday morn? A tweet from my sister saying my grandpa had went to the hospital via ambulance during the night! My grandma rode with him in the ambulance. I went ahead and went to work since I didn't really know what was going on. Another girl in my department was on vacation, so I knew I would have to be here to do some things before I could go to the hospital. My mom called around 9:20 and told me to get over to the hospital ASAP because my Gammy didn't feel good and they were probably going to admit my Da-dad because he was severely dehydrated and had pneumonia.

I got to the hospital and went into the ER room my grandpa was in. He was asleep, Gam was sitting in a chair at the foot of his bed. I sat down on the floor beside her so she could re-hash everything that had happened. She was telling me the story and noticed her left foot was so swollen she couldn't put her shoe on. My mom had told me she was having issues with her foot, but I didn't realize it was that bad.

Gam was supposed to have a port put in last Friday for her chemo, so I knew she needed to get her foot looked at just in case something was really wrong. Her foot was swollen, red, and angry looking. I went back and forth with her for about an hour and a half. I even got one of the nurses on her case. I had to get a little mean with her, but she finally agreed to getting it looked at.

My grandpa was admitted and put in a private room, Gammy was in minor emergency ER, and my boys were being bad. I left Lu with Mom and Sara and took the boys to the house. I hadn't been gone long when my mom called and said that Gam was being admitted as well, she had a blood clot in her leg! That's right...my birthday, both grandparents admitted to the hospital. They came home yesterday and are both doing better.

Gam went to the oncologist today, even though she wasn't able to get her port as planned they still started chemo today through a regular vein. They'll put her port in once all of the cumedin is out of her system.

So...last Saturday night was horrible. I really thought it was going to be amazing...it even started out amazing. It ended up going horribly wrong...I went out with this guy that I had been talking to for around a week, we have mutual friends so I really thought things might be good. I was out with friends, seeing one of my fave bands and he met me at the bar to have drinks. We hit it off instantly.

It's not something I normally do, but I went home with him, we had like..an instant connection. Well...he failed to tell me a few things that I didn't find out until his wife (yes, I said WIFE!) showed up. He's married, has been with this lady for 6 years, and has only been seperated for as long as we've been talking. It was bad kids...it was hardcore...like, I may never date again. Okay, going a little far there, but I have no desire to date at this time. This girl was c-razy! She busted the windows out of his SUV with a bat, I really thought she was going to try to hit me with a bat at one point. I won't go into gory details,  you can message me if you really want them. Needless to say, I was pissed. After her psychotic ass left I made him take me to my truck. I ended up getting home around 5 Sunday morning. Sunday was traumatic for me..re-living those moments..lol. I'm laughing today, but I'm still traumatized.

Yesterday was better. I'm in a better mood all around today. I'm trying to quit smoking, I promised myself I would, so here's to day 1!

I was giving Jackson a bath the other night and he raised his arm up and said "wash my armpits, I smell like a dowg". I asked him who told him that and he said "my nana did." LOL! That kid cracks me up.

Lu's favorite thing to say these days is "no", constantly. To every single thing I say to her, it doesn't even have to be a question,  and she folds her arms when she says it, she's serious.

Riley is bored during summer break, he likes to stir up trouble with the little kids to make his summer less boring.

I guess I'll end this here. I'm going to Hot As Hell Festival this weekend, I'm pretty stoked about that! I can't wait to see 10 Years, Sevendust, and of course Rob Zombie! I'll update you if anything interesting happens in my life between now and then, I'm praying the rest of the week is boring though.

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